my hair is too straight.

it was long day.but i reached home at 5.jus in time for SuperDuperSumos.hee.... IBM,3 hours, hair salon,3 hours. damn..... then send my baby to SinMing.sigh....my baby not at the MSCP tonight. but he'll be ready tml. new headlights to usher in the new year.hehehe bullshit. hmm...cost me a bomb. but it's ok. the savings i had saved is meant for it. so it's ok...sigh...jus have to earn it back soon for my Samui trip. hee... Miller is so excited abt it. she did all the research. heheh myself?heheh not yet. kinda busy lately. dunno with wat also.hee
hmmm new year's eve. i have no idea wat to do. i think i will jus stay home? seriously. dun feel like partyin.Natalie asked me where to go. then i tell her, i have no idea. she laughed. she said it's unlike me to have no plans. tt's true. i guessed i've changed,dear.
okok..the jaming session pics are up! sorry guys,for the delay. click here.

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money comin in soon....please!

ahhh...monday morning.5am. hmm...jus got back from a tiring,but fun, weekend. was a boss for a whole day. hee....got potential mummy-to-be. as in, like my mummy.heee...that's bad,by the way.officially finish werk at 12am jus now, then rushed down to AMK to pick up some stuff and then move down to Boon Lay,then head home with the boys. imagine this. me gettin lost in Jurong west. got mixed up with Boonlay Ave and Jurong west ave. damn....heee....

saturday was fruitful!!!! made some adjustments with the car. hee.... a little adjustment. will be setting aside some money for some servicing..soon.....it .....will....be.....my...precious...... the best part i changed on saturday was my gearknob.woohoo....power. like racer. if onli i have money to fix the turbo. hmmm...."pasang nose sekali ah,beb!" yeah right.....if onli my dad is the ceo of some big-shot company!

hmmm...wat shall i do later? maybe will wake up by afternoon. get a haircut if possible. and dye if cheap. otherwise, i'll jus slack at home. daddy ask me to follow him to fix the car, but.... sigh... go to a automotive wokshop with my daddy? sigh..... then obviously will think he's my Sugar Daddy. i'll ask "him" to go with me when he gets back....very soon,i hope.missing you-know-who. life is getting so meaningless... but then again....it wont be when he gets back!!yippee!!!!

ps:money rolls in on tuesday afternoon. damn. i hate cheques.
2nd ps: sorry 13th Hour, the jamming pics will be up like...on....monday night?hee.... try my best to be free to do it.


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wat to do on a saturday when u're single

13th hour time.

It's Friday already!!!

sigh...but one more week to go....

Merry Boxing Day to all who celebrate. Not me. But i should do hope this is the day to box someone. but hey, let's not get ridiculous,aight? Xmas was fun for me... sheesha all night, till Mohamed Sultan ran out of place for cars to park. damn. so met old geezers and new geezers for booze for the rest of the rest. but hey.... i onli had one can of Killkenny jimbeam Black Heineken. one can of somethin that i dun remember drinking at all. i can still drive. i know it's dangerous, but i'm in the right mind to not drive on roads with road blocks. duh! Raj met me for a ride home later on in the morning. so i picked him up and went for early teh-tarik on Xmas Morning. hee.... luckily i didnt go for bangra nite. fooh... thank god for the gift of boredom.
hee... it seems that, my Xmas eve was totally unplanned. it was around 8pm that i got bored and wanted sheesha and booze. then luckily, my ol time good fren was free. cheers to that,buddy. basically, i think my New Year's eve will be unplanned too. but...i dunno... maybe this time i shouldnt drive. dunno if i'll be at China Black with my sister. definitely, i have to drive my drunk sister at the end of it. argh.
so anyway, it's friday morning right now. talked to my BBB on MSN. it was short but sweet. BBB is kinda sick. damn tuk-tuks. finally i know that BBB is not as strong as he looks to be. heheh.

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my MONDAY was ok.

it's been a long time since i become a taukay. had to take care the shop at CompassVale jus now. slack. for me tt is. jus have to look after the "heran-tak-heran" boys. hehehe... but they are cool. really. i realised that i have been too stereotype on these types. they're really hardworking. even though they are naughty at times. but being the "heran-tak-heran" kids, they do have their bad side. but when comes to werk, thery're hardworking. great job guys.

went for a drink....again.. argh. wat a way to start my week. i gotta do sumthin about it. but i am kinda like..pratising for New Year's eve. I dun wanna start my year by getting up next morning with a white geezer next to me. hehehe... New Year's Eve...hmm...alone. havenmade plans though. a fren asked me along for Bangra Nite....but...no thanx.we'll see.. hopefully get a call from Bangkok? hee.. no way, hozey. after the way i treated him?hee.... so let's jus fuck tt idea,shall we? like i was saying... drinking again...hmmm.... should i start my new year with no booze,aint not lose? nah...i dun think so.....hehehe.

need some fresh air~~!!! need to get over the fact!!!

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Jamming was great,except for me.

everyone did a fantastic job, but me.... sigh. maybe i'm not myself today. so maybe i am bad at it. sorry guys.but overall, we did good. hopefully get into the next round. and sorry i didnt bring my digibaby. it's on overseas matters. hee....

yes...Arsenal Draw.goddammit. lost a huge sum. seriously. now i;m broke. but luckily i can recooped them back in the next game. hopefully. i think i lost my Arsenal charms. only works when i'm in the right mode. well now i;m in a bad mode. the mode whereby no one likes to be in....or with.

Shopping!!!

it was a long day. school, meet up with 13thHour and ... shopping!!! yups! went to Mango and got myself a pink tube,blue checked pants,black t-shirt,shoes and a skirt. all are FOC.hee... not really. just that it was on my sister's tab. she paid for all that. hee... i love being the baby sister! then when to CK tang. wanted to get the Puma Jacket. but then, suddenly i dun like the color. luckily never buy. but if Arsenal win on Saturday's game,i'm gonna get that for him.
My day was horrible at first. CRX was gone at 830am in the morning! my dad took it out. argh..and i have a 930 class. i'm obviously late. damn. but managed to reached school at 945. Nageb didnt say much after i winked at him.hee.... another horrible fact is that, i feel so empty without Mr. Crx. argh.... raining and cold, on MRT. i'm so pampered. but wat to do. feels good as a normal unpriviledge person today.i am so contradictive.
waited for him online. but never came. sigh.

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Nothin Beat A drinking Session With Sheesha

ahhh..another day in school. went for drinks yesterday and today.hmmm..... i really need to have. really. sheesha....is the bonus part. kinda like it now. must go soon. must teach Bryan how to. Yesterday, Sidewalk Cafe, today Holland V. hmm.... nothin beats the fact that u have a class 3.

LOTR totally rocks. Those who haven catch it, please....go and watch it rather than sitting your ass off watching jus trailers or lovey-dovey movies. Frodo and sam didnt die. the book lied. but then again, i onli read the first few chapters. hee.... go and watch the movie. Really shows how friends are important to u. Girls are not tt important.jus a note: dun talk during movies. oh yeah, i jus looooooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee the "dead" effects. good job guys. Aragorn, loveeeeee ur hair!!

my Ryan is sick. 40 degrees celcius. that is high for a kiddo like him. sigh.... took him to doctor's and he jabbed him. sigh... poor baby.rushed to take him to doc's jus now. burning hot. i hope it wasnt the fact that he went to the zoo last wednesday. maybe he miss Uncle Fat. hahaha....

bangkok.............

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sigh..he's leaving for bangkok...

Chantal Kreviazuk -Leaving On A Jet Plane

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane

For Those who Believe In death

Seriously, i think death ends all misery. Look who wants Osama's head to roll?Saddam's cruelty? the killing of the SARS virus? the killing of oneself? been there,done that. selfish, yes. i was.but it doesnt end misery. i learnt. i made more misery.
sigh....but who am i to jugde and direct. sape lah ku ini....

anyway, my day....hmmm nothin much happen in the daytime. pratically, jus me and bryan fighting abt who will be the next Creative director. hahah.... we are so ego that it will be either one of us. but i rather jus wanna be the deputy Creative Director. Jus either way, we'll both have some load of shits to do. hee.... whoever is the next CD, i hope he's good as it is now. but if i get that position.... hee.... i'm gonna take over the world!!! hee.... but if i dun, i think i'll just stick to writing. improving my english day by day. hee...

this one for u and all the broken hearted-s.

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be


note:bold words are my expressions.

adventures and misadventures


a nice day to have an adventure with my fav nephew.hee...Hi Five Concert was pretty normal of wat u get on TV.sigh...but poor me, had to be a baby sitter. had to tag along his other side of family,cousin. meaning, my sister's niece. but she's ok.jus talks too much. now i remembered why i dun really like kids. i onli got really close to onli one kid, Ryan Kamal. cute rite ??? but that part of the day ended smoothly me, when i just had to shout at him for not eating his dinner and too engrossed with his new Hi Five LunchBox... "auntie naughty!!" sigh....the shits i had to face after being so nice to him and yet unappreciated. as a result, i decided not to take him out later for the Girls' Outing! SERIK!!

Later on of the day, met up with the 13thHour. Last minute. but all could make it. it was a welcome thingy for our new rythmist. he's cool. in fact, i think we are a laughing bunch of people who cant stop our corny-ness.hahah... hope to get some originals done soon. cool people we are. hehehe....

There's no Blues in my monday today.

ahhh...nothin beats today. even my sunday yesterday was not as meaning as today. didnt do much today. got home early, watched Days of our Lives, go online and did some stuff over at Friendster. Met a fren who was free enough to chat over the friendster messages. hahah... cool and easy..... Also edited my profile over there. Check it out. Did my friends' testimonials, added few more frens. I'm not really keen to add alot of people. cause the more people i have in that, the more people will know me. that is surely unnecassary (did i get the right spelling?)
hit the sidewalks just now for a jog. been quite a while since i did that. eversince the fasting month. now that i gained a lot, i better get rid of the fats growing inside my thighs. heheh.... i had this picture taken few months ago,placed it in Friendster and my gawd.....the responses i get.hahaha but the fact is that, i dun look like that in the past and present. in the past, i was this really fat tub who dares to only wear t-shirts and jeans. no make-up, no bf, no life. it was the "whatever u think" era for me. then i got older, lose some weights and voila! i got nicer. then in life, people face difficulties whether it's family problems or school or friends, i turned into wat i am now. the present me. i'm back to "who-cares wat u think" era. hahaha...believe it or not.
got back my digi just now. hmmm.... hao xing mei hao bao. sigh... it's ok. at least i got it back now for tomolo concert. but for the fact that i had to go and get it, was pretty amazing. i'm not petty,seriously. jus to naive. :) good nyte. big day for small kids tomolo!

count the raindrops.

I**i I*fid** Mohamed Anis was a Sweet Lion Tamer in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

I have censored alphabets in my name cause my identity is too important to be revealed.heeee.... stop guessing!

it's saturday afternoon now. and where am i?at home. supposedly to have 3 houses to visit.but somehow, i dun feel like going. Its not that i'm not going because i'm lazy.I'm not going cause, all of those i know who are, will have their respective partners by the side of their handbags. so obviously, i feel out of place. some how, this year i really dun feel that this festive is "festive". to me that is. maybe it's like when too many things has happen, i just cant find the courage to celebrate? sigh.... so whatever.i'm not brooding or anything. just dun have the kick to celebrate. ah fuck!u wouldnt understand anyway.

suppose to get my baby back from him later. but after that, i dunno where or wat to do. maybe jus head home,snoozely slipped into my bed. hmm... so start on my assignment? ahhh...i dun think so! hee...

a sociological research

1) Heredity
I have inherited the genes that none of my charmed sisters ever wished to have.

2) (-) + (+)= (-)
note that when u have a larger negative integer, your results will always be negative. example: -5+2=-3 but when u have a smaller negative integer, your results will then be positve example: -2+5=3.
i have a case of the first example. i have more negative integers. so my negative side is often prominent in the eyes of others.

3) it take 7 missed calls to anticipate a 40 min wait.

4) the phrase "once bitten,twice shy" does not exist. the right one should be "once lost,all lost".

5) PMS is never an excuse.

6) the power of english language leads to misconceptions
i realised that my english language isn't that powerful afterall. i mistook "already here for u" , for "going back to you". (see the difference?)

the thought of living in denial is better
the thought of living in denial is a problem

LOTR!!! it's almost a year for the wait. gosh! and i am just so excited. already got my tickets on the 18 dec. woohoo! 3 hours and 30 mins. even though it's long, but hey, u gotta be paying attention to part 1 and 2 to watch part 3. otherwise, please dun go and watch. let others who understand watch first. Because some incompoops who just buy LOTR tickets, sits at a great view-seat and all they do is either talking, sleeping or just making out. OH PLEASE! this is LOTR. watch it cause u understand, not because of trend. ass holes.

yes,new layout. had to make my mind rest.so i jus change this whole place. in the midst of assignments. hmmm....i've turned lazy. i'm no longer the robot 24/7. why? i do not know. anyone?answers? suppose to have a meeting on next week outing.but i didnt had classes today, so didnt go. Sorry Shah. i hope next week will be a great bash for a girls' outing. finally,this anti social girl is opening her circles of frens in school. meeting new frens. next week outing, i hope i can make it. a girls' outing. haven done that for quite a while.the last time we did that was Fiza's bday. in July. hmmm...now u all know how many girlfriends i have. i can use my fingers and toes to count. but guy friends? nah...they are just ordinary chunks( notice that i dun use the word hunks) . a fren told me once that i'm a great buddy to guys, but not a great girlfriend. that's true. really. the guys would either use me as baits, advisor and shopping partner. truthfully, i prefer to have guy frens. cause practically, i hate going out with girls who are just to whimsy. i mean, i like fun and loud stuff. but some of the girls i know are just too conservative and not as loud as me. heee.... but so far, all my close girlfrens are great. thanks gals! (remind me to get u gals chocolates for xmas)