:::the civilian life:::

it's saturday. i just sent my mum for some "ceramah" at Masjid Sultan. Then, i never had plans. so i drove aimlessly around Victoria Street...aimlessly reaching tampines. then,got tired. so here i am, in WRL. it feels helpless without internet connection at home. soon,i hope. very soon. haven been updated in my life. seriously. dunno what my friends are doing, dunno whether school still sucks. oh yeah, i forgot. it's the exams stress. i wish them all good luck.

work has been fun. little obedient kids. hmm...didnt realise that some kids are mostly nice and don't bite. wow. i guess it's not that bad.

the car will be going away soon. finally. but feel kinda sad and empty. oh well.hopefully get my bike license soon.

anyway, i'm currently looking for a buyer for the car. here goes;

HONDA CR-X for Sale. Red. Still in good condition. Expire 2011. New Owner will only need to continue installments and transfer of ownership. 1.6L. Manual Gear. Good for Racers,like me. Intrested BUYERS please email me. HRC members/non-members are most welcome to contact me for showing. (i'm not talking abt Hard Rock Cafe).

:::disappointment endured:::

got back my stats and maths paper few minutes ago.hmmm... second class upper. what a disappointment. yes, i know i'm being selfish, but seriously, out of every paper, maths&stats are supposedly to be my strongest subject. now look what happen? argh... i can't be bothered to collect the rest. hee...in fact, the rest are not out yet. heheh...

so anyway, here i am in school. plan to finish off what i started yesterday. hopefully will do. haven eaten though...hmm...what shall i eat? but anyway, there are so many people in the canteen. shall eat late then.

darn.work later on. tonight i'm posted to Bukit Merah. freaking far sey. but...what to do...sigh.

:::the lack of time...for me:::

been lagging with technology lately. can't log on through my laptop anymore. well, at least for now.been busy with work and school. argh...can't regret. can't stop time.


1.no time to surf through new gadgets and devices.
2.no time to watch CSI.Dammit.
3.no time to change Madrid's hay.more dammit.
4.no time for practical. really dammit. looks like i can't keep that resolution of getting it before november. i'm stuck at evaluation,still. help me,someone. anyone.
5.no time to rehearse my songs.argh...they gonna be piss, i bet. sowie Gy. shall try to sing along as i work this weekend. (right...)
6.no time for myself.i need a facial, manicure,pedicure,and whatever cure u have! argh.
7.lastly, no time left to waste. exams are freaking near. Rafiq asked if i have finish revision. all i can say is that, i have started, but yet,YET!, to finish.argh..

my vacation plans are to be ruin,i guess. all the sun,sand and sea hopes and dreams to be diminish.well,i'm exaggerating. it's gonna be postpone i think. The NATAS fair last weekend was so tempting that we couldn't decide on anything. argh.... money money money. hopefully my pay from my work will help me tide over.

oh well, surfing as a commoner in WRL, isn't that bad afterall. feels like home. a home that has so many eyes watching what you do with the multimedia.hehe...

okok...back to info systems.

:::The end of the Tekong Trauma:::


I used to aspire as a journalist. But after the Tekong incident, i got turn off. why?cause singapore taboloids are f*cking biase. i am pissed. the reports says that our very own STS (Special Task Squadron) has captured the 2nd joker of the week on Saturday morning. wow-wee. so the article featured Sergeant X and Sergeant Y, who "captured" the tired haggard man after 2 days. Here's my point, SO WHAT?! ok, so Singapore Coast Guard has the STS. yes, it's an elite force. Even though i still think STAR is more elite, ok,then. very well done. but HALLO!!!!! The STS managed to captured ONE of the THREE jokers. and addition to that point, that joker SURRENDERED. and again, HALLO!!! where's the credit to Gurkhas? They managed to captured the first and last jokers. and throughout the article, there was onli ONE sentence that says the Gurkhas managed to capture the other 2 jokers. simply biase.

Back to the STS, i wanna add... so how elite is elite? I mean, the STAR, yes a very elite team. they don't get high allowances for nothing. all because of their good fitness and to them, everyday is a training day. So STS? i'm not being biase here, but how many eite team do we need?! cant we all just have one elite association and no discrimination among units? i should do a ERD diagram for them to see the data flow. Singapore Coast Guard, my a**.Argh...

This whole Tekong event have made my boy a stronger person when it comes to testing the limits. Thats good. even though the 20 odd hours or proning,in ambush or whatever he and his Team A did, he managed to get through life. stories i heard have left me in confusion. there are team members who missed their families or loved ones.hmmm... HALLO!!! there are like 3 jokers, and there are like 700 personnels. what are the odds that there 3 jokers with a pistol and shotgun would hurt u terribly that will bring so much sadness? ok fine, call me heartless.But these are the pros and cons of joining such government bodies. serve u right.

:::how things work around here:::

i'm in school right now.taking some time off to make prep for my first day of work later. kinda nervous, cause i never really adore kids. hee....except for my own and nephews. tonight 'll be posted at AMK.in fact, every Friday and Saturday.hmm...near his place. but i hope God won't play an awful trick on me and let me bump into him.

heard the lastest news in Singapore? well it's not really latest. but there are 3 armed robbers from Indonesia, making a hideout on our very own Pulau Tekong. They first made 2 robberies in Malaysia, and somehow got away from Malaysian Police. They took a boat and landed on Tekong.Hmm...are they nuts??

So it's been more than 24hrs now, yet, they have not been capture.what a joke. i bet by now they are already on our shores. Police and SAF are activated for this mission to find these jokers who are armed with a pistol and a shotgun.

and what are the digits? 700 police and SAF personnel after these 3 jokers. now. this is a joke. YET,they are not found as i speak. how do i know so much details??thanks to my boy who is activated now.because of these 3 jokers, i think tonight's Cheeky Monkeys is cancelled. sorry Syah....

i was surprised when Madam told me that she knew about this as well. But i wasn't surprised when she specifically pointed out that the Police are not doing their job on protecting our sea. well, yeah...i agree with her actually. but hey, people make mistakes too. we can't just be judgemental over this one event.

ok then, gotta go and meet Gy for some updates.will blog in whenever i feel like it.

i think there's something really wrong with my language.

i can't explain,guys and gals. it's just the things that you think are correct, but yet, it is very wrong. i got to improve on my language soon. otherwise,what's the point of getting a degree without having the right language. darn.

:::the changes we all can anticipate to:::

i've noticed how the world change each day. without fail, there will be news everyday. I wonder if there was any day for the past decades, a day without a piece of news reported. i don't think so.

the Madrid bombing lately had left many in despair. Let's all have a minute of silence for those who have lost their lives in this great ordeal. Let us all pray for their loved ones as well. It's just sad,very sad, for a life to be taken away. the adversity of going through life, then just lose it the very next day. But like any other human being, it's just a matter of time that we all have to go some day. we will never know if we can lived through the next day. not to mention, the next 2 minutes. But for one thing i know, we have to live to the fullest each day. no matter how hard the day was, at the end of the day, it will all be gone. why worry about today, when you have tomorrow. Like the 911 incident, many has left us in despair. and some left us in anger. rage of anger that filled many eyes towards the JI. it's just sad,very sad, for the human race to have hatred towards one another. the world is so evil. i wonder how can anyone let a new born child into this world. it's evil. it's heartless to bring in a life into the world where the society do not care. society. yes. blame it all on society.i was taught to be like that. blame it on society.

society has let us down.

Oil prices has gone down,u heard? Even though it doesn't affect you or me, but hey...economy will be affected. Yeah, i know. u're giving me the "don't give the shit" look.

How ethical is it for a Sars patient to be cured with mices' antibotics? hmm... if it's for the best,sure. after all, there is a mouse in all of us.If this ethical issue don't bug you,how about this : A monkey has given birth to a healthy baby created from an egg taken from transplanted ovarian tissue. Simple, an egg from a monkey is taken out, injected with sperms, put the egg back into another female monkey (surrogate mother) and voila. Science... how advance it gets.

are you bewildered now? or are these news seems normal to you? ok, if it's the latter, then ask your folks,someone very old. they'll be shock on how the world seems to change rapidly.

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By the way, hope my language has improved. otherwise i might be mistaken for having a non-Singaporean citizenship.

Love Leads To Lust. Lust Leads To Deprive. Deprive Leads To Infidelity.


Let the quote speaks for itself. u know what it means. drop me a line on the explaination. i'm too happy to brief u on it.
I dunno what's up with me and these stuff on infidelity. seriously. maybe i'm so afraid that it would happen again. then i'm not so surprise. well come on, not many people stand the way i am. hee....

The Butterfly Effect


For those who like Ashton Kutcher, go watch. For those who don't, imagine it's yr face replace by Ashton's face. it works sometimes. hehe... so anyway. the story line is simple. Just trying to makes things better for all. however, the confusing part is the twist of the story. infact, the twist is so twisted, u get lost. but hey, serious, go and catch this movie. it's worth my money. i bet it's worth your money too. and i didn't watch it just because my favorite Toyboy is playing in it. in fact, at first it was that fact.hee... but after the movie, i think this movies beats all the dumb movies he made.hee....

Is it me or Is It them?

I just don't get it with men. and i mean, all men. not only emphazing this on my boy but to the rest of the boys i'm attached to. as a girl, i understand how complicated we all are. there will never be a right reason for most of our doings. like, why we have to look into every single shiny things we see (like a mirror), why we have to win in our conversations, why we get excited easily, how we choose our clothes each day, how we should put on our make-up any day....u know..stuff like that. but men. hmmm... i dunno. in fact, sometimes, i don't know most of what they are thinking up there. or perhaps, what are they thinking "down" there.shucks.

i noticed how most men are so ego. really. ego. i have a fren who consistently,without fail to spend on the girl tt's beside him. like there was one time, a girl and l went out with him, he would volunteerily pay for us. ok. it's fine when it's like for food and drink, and maybe movies. but if we girls are buying stuff like accesories or new blouse or something, hey! please, let us do our payment. but no...this fella jus had to pay for us. ok, to him, "Yeah man...i'm paying for this chick. i bet she will bewildered by me now." but to us,"my gawd. how ego is this guy. we can obviously pay for ourselves. not like as though we're going with him cause of his money."

hahah.... any comments, any? none,i assume. i bet someone has experienced this before.

i want one of these.

Wat's going on in the world today?

World: I am glad. Now Madam will sure say yes to my trip to Koh Samui. why? Cause Thailand is free of bird flu and will resume the breeding of chickens next month.Yahoo.....!!!

Singapore Home:1. Orchard Road flooded?Rochor Road flooded? Then i'm really relieved that i cancelled my plans for the haircut at Fareast. Otherwise, my baby would surely be caught in the flood. I thinkthe moment i open my baby's door, woater will gush in. but it's odd isn't it? heavy rain throughout Singapore. in the month of march. hmmm... talk about Global Warming.
2. Oh yes,guess which hotel is the growing at a faster speed among budget hotels?Hotel 81. It is said to be "Hotel 81, known for its budget rooms and 'quickie' two-hour rentals, is now a 17-hotel chain, with 1,700 rooms in all." hmm...
3. Not like i saying there's any connection of the earlier news to this, but there has been a higher rate of abortion in Singapore over the years. and 2/3 are married couples. and the other 1/3 will be?? hmm... so anyway, our PM is encourage parents (or should i say couples), look at the option of adoption rather than abortion. well, for once i agree with our PM. well said.

Sports: Ronaldo be sidelined for 2 weeks?!! 2 weeks?!! No comments.

hmm..let's see...wat else in the news today that interest me?? ahhh.... society.

Society: Ok, wat's up with mat-mat (typical malay boys/men) calling their girlfriends, "bini aku" or "perempuan aku"? to me, it f*cking rude. hallo?!! only girlfriend? not like as though you're married. and even if you're married it freaking rude to call them "perempuan aku". it just pissed me off. please,guys. spare a thought for that lovely lady you have by your side. they are preferred to be call, "girlfriend aku", or "matair aku". i mean, come on.... please. if you wanna sound macho in front of your guy friends, please, dun to the extent of your gf's expense. live a little.

wat is going on?! arghh...so many freaking thing just freaks me. and worst that has freak me most recently, is the Job Fair at Suntec. my future. wait..hold on... let's recap. in fact, i dun even know what future i hold. it's so sad.

ahhhh...

i couldnt get on the Internet lately. cause someone didnt pay the bil. then guess wat? i was fooling around with my handphone...and it werks like a modem!hahah..cool sey. i'm so jakun....heheh...

so anyway,prelims are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yahoo... but like that makes a different. tish

saturday morning. 348am. have no idea why cant sleep.heheh

cheerios.