Celamat hawee wayaaaa!!!!!

i've been too busy whole week to blog. but i wasn't too busy to keep snapping picture with my *ehem* Sony ericsson. it's a good hp, know. anyway. i've started a new job. and the past 1 weeks, i've been to tired from werk to blog. Teddy would pick me up sometimes. other times, i'm either being driven by daddy or the SMRT drivers. some of the pictures below are edited. except for my office desk picture haha. we celebrated khai's birthday tt day. so here are some of the pictures. hehe. others include me and just me.

me,Nazjeeb and Nafil.Oh, they are single. anyone nak kenalan?heheme and the girls at Al-Sheikh Me being fed!!!Manja, kan? hehe Old Skumz...my root of laughters
Khai... looking good with his birthday present!
my new cap in teddy's car!

it means a LOT to me.

happy birthday to 2 significant ppl in my life.
16th oct - Khairill Schuman !!!
17th oct - Bayu Anggoro Waseso!!!

these 2 guys had made a big impact on me. really. one is my best fren and the other is my first bear. one is in singapore while the other is halfway across the world(so i couldnt call him personally.). but nevertheless, i will always remember both of them vividly in my heart and head!

whole day was spent wisely. interviews, teddy and Opera Cake! hehe. last stop was EC where we celebrated Khai's birthday. his birthday gift is being pending at the moment. hehe. i took alot of pics too, but me at woodlands now, so i do not have my adapter to my laptop. must wait til i go back jurong. sigh.

will upload the pictures soon!!!

oh, Teddy bought his baju kurung just now. cool lah. i like the color! tough time. it was last minute and probably we pissed each other and a few sales girls. heh. tu lah, last minute lagi. ape lah. haha.

to conclude, i hope i get the job. sigh. need cash soon!!!

got a new teddy!

i got a teddy from Teddy (hee...) about a week ago. and today, i just open the packaging. haha. it took me that long cos the teddy is at my woodlands homes, which i hardly return. out-station,konon nya. haha. so now i sleep with this teddy. i haven named him though. anyway, he will sleep me in woodlands together with Happy. coolness. u see, i know it's inappropriate for a 24 23-yr-old to still sleep with bears. but i dun care! i love hugs and cuddles in my nice comfty bed. so beat it! hehe.

oh yea, happy birthday to one of my good frens, Nur Muhd. the nice dude who plays really rock and heavy metal songs in his band. the awesome guitarist and confidante (at times!). my SIM would be a boring one without him. hope he's doing well in life. and every year i think of his birthday, i start my countdown. it's exactly one month later, that my birthday (13thnov) comes! ya!!! so i do the usual routine. 13 wishes, 13 presents, 13 days of non-stop fun and 13 resolutions. sigh. i just love the number 13. hehe.

i've been stationed at cck bazaar for the next couple of weeks. it had been fun. except for a regualr auntie who keeps bargaining for more pieces of Otah everyday. haha. political ah tt auntie. sometimes i wonder why the society have such ppl.sheesh. spent lesser time with Teddy due to school commitment (him) and work commitment (me). i pity tt guy. have to finish up school. but then again, it's worth the time. sigh.... he made me miss school, u know. while he cant wait to finish school so he can buy his car. sheesh. hee... i really wanna go back school. not SIM of course. not post-graduate studies either. sigh... money again. i better think carefully before i do any decision.

i had to settled my Jimmy yesterday morning. quite a hassle cos there was certain presence of certain ppl. sigh. i dun wanna get Teddy worried over my past. but being me, i'm just too talkative for my own good. i just hope things are fine in his head. he gets worried over nothing sometimes. he has this blog but i dun wanna read. why? cos i think it's unnecessary for me to read. oh well. we'll see how great is this month to be for us!

i so love.....

as u can see, (if u're paying attention to the little details of this blog), something from the wish list has been striked off again. that's the 2nd one since the new hp, in this month. hehe. teddy surprise me with thie cutie yesterday! hehe... yes.. i got a new watch now!!! and it's Pink! hehe. nice. i love it so much. it's the edition i've been eyeing since dunno when... oh, since i stopped the baby-g craze i think. haha. thanks again! i so do not deserve to be pampered, u know. but it wont kill ya or me. hehe.

Teddy and i went for sheesha earlier. here's a pic of me. Kawaii....!!!!




















here are some pics taken from Sunday's last minute plans to walk around Geylang. hehe.




















all Pics were taken from my lovable-all-rounded-by-ppl sony ericsson.....

package on the way

a few days ago, i got sad cos someone significant in my life left without saying goodbye to me. and i found out that a mass sms was sent out, except to me. i guess he knows i hate goodbyes. the frequent fly-outs during his stay here to other countries, i was there at the aiport to hug him a safe trip. but not this time. he left in the morning and a close fren told me abt his departure. maybe it's better this way. cos i dun wanna shed tears. but that friendship was special to me. and i will remember him always. besides, technology allows us to keep in touch. it will then depend on the humans on whether or not to DO keep in touch.

BUT. knowing me best, Junk Food is arriving soon in my letterbox. hee... thanks for remembering. it will mean alot to me.

i was talking to nafil for almost an hour on msn. exchanging life info since he stopped working at the shop recently. we used to talked alot on all issues while we worked. but since he stopped working at shop, we kept in touch in msn.so i was telling him abt teddy and he was telling me abt his latest endeavour. haha. we were talking fate,mainly. i believed in it. so i was telling him that sometimes, we cant look for wat we want. it will eventually come looking for us.

sigh. funny how life is, seriously. at one time, i was in my lowest point of life, the next time, i was up again. i'm happy. but there will be moments when i will stop and think again. decisions u make when u're at my age, will somehow affect u for a long run. and the effect is coming to me now.

incredibility

yesterday's dinner went great. met a few new ppl in the gang that i have not met before. i didnt know Rex Restaurant moved. hehe. as usual, the late comers are late. instead of trying not to be early, i was late but still early cos the rest have not arrived when i had. sheesh. perhaps i shall not try too hard to be early. haha. catch up on things and exchange acquaintances. shared food, laughter and asaps to the damn hazy haze weather. it's really hazy. oh, and no pics were taken. haha. i left the camera in the car. hee

before that, i was at teaching seminar. it didnt push any of my buttons to sign on. too bad. and no, i wont be in the LosersClub. haha. Teddy drove me ard the whole day. hehe. i'm like so pampered. we came town earlier but got too lazy and fed-up with the weather. so we stayed in the car most of the time. it's really bad. the weather. i ougta wear a mask.

overall, it was long day that ended pretty late at Woodlands Checkpoint. hehe. massive jam.

my rants...
i have this great problem with credibility. maybe it's me, but it's hard for me to believe on certain facts. that's where incredibility of a person comes in.
overall, i'm a happy person.

left brain is on leave

i realised that i have not done my October issue blogskin.hmm.. i've been slacking,huh? so i tried to sit down and do a new one. but the left brain, seems to not to function. i was lacking of ideas. perhaps i need new inspiration. i think i better bring out the camera for new perspectives.

anyway, tomorrow's plans for dinner seems confirm. can't wait to see the rest. been quite awhile. hee... oh yea, teaching seminar first. bleurgh. sometimes i wonder why am i going. hmm... but u never know. haha.

i'm so hooked

i'm quite an online shopper. i dun really have time to go window shopping or get to places with a lot of retail. which is good, of cos. but i do survey stuff online. if some of u know me really well, i'm all about wearing Junk Food t-shirts and Crumpler bags. haha. the t-shirt u see in this entry is my next product. cool right? oh yes, crumpler. i were to trade in the bags i have from crumpler, the money might be able to buy me that camera i've been eyeing. sigh.

it's bitch-eat-bitch world.

once again, i'm gonna touch on this issue. it had come to me ,again, that the lifestyle i'm in at the moment is somehow, DIFFERENT. u see, in this world, there are so many types of people. there are the nice ones, open-minded ones, narrow-minded one and etc... but the ones i wanna talk about are the minah-minded. haha. i know there's no such thing. but hell ya, there are. u see, i wear what i like when i'm working for my sister. the usuals are bermudas, pirated t-shirts and just slippers. i'm seen as a pretty messed-up person. for one thing, i dun care how ppl look at me in that way. i'm comfortable. and so be it. but somehow, i feel that the minah-minded person i got to know lately seemed to see me as the unruly and crude-ish type. rugged, to summarised it.

sigh... it saddens me. and this is why the society seems really saddening for me. seriously, i feel that the society i live in consist of alot of narrow-minded people. i'm no different, but i can say that at least i realised. specifically, to this person, i'm seen as a lowly-paid worker who works hard for the company at my own expense. thinking i'm lowly educated, the person thinks he/she can bring me down easily with the nasty things he/she says. i feel sad for this person. i dun even know our society has such a person. someone who judge other without knowing him/her self. the person by the way, like i said, minah-minded. sigh.

i hope i enlighten some of u about how this society works. if u wanna judge a person by the way he/she looks, go ahead. but always look at yourself first. the other party do not need to have high qualifications or wear Jimmy Choo to werk. the other party may jus be like me, simple-minded and thinks more than blabbering sh*t.

i may sound angry. but i've been more angry before. so this is jus a small detail. after so many self-anger management, i'm getting along fine. hehe.

if minah is wat i am, so be it.

it's funny how ppl in my line is always being misunderstood. sigh. and yes, most of these ppl are the customers who have really narrow-minded minds. but wat to do, the society has already shaped them in such a way. in that line, i'm probably a minah. but hey, i kept my dreams and hopes alive. so to u who looks down on this girl, watch your words,aight? some things will get around to u too.

i've been spending a lot of time with Teddy. which is good i suppose. he's going back to school later since term break has ended. happiness been short-lived. haha. but it's ok. i understand wat he's going thru now. i'm jus glad to be there.

i really need a job now. temp or not, i just need one. so many applications are out, but no response yet. haiyah. tough man like this.

oh yes, i'm heading to the teaching seminar this weekend. argh. not tt i'm being force by teddy. but who knows, i might sign up for some stuffs. hehe. besides, i just wanna spend time with him while i can.

it's funny how, u dun need to plans things. cos fate would somehow plan it for u. and it's weird. cos u never know wat u're in for. and being me, i find it hard to believe sometimes. all year, i've been saying that it's a bad year. seriously. but somehow, the last quarter of this year, might just be good. hehe. except for the fact that i'm jobless and on my sister's life support. haha.