maybe we're better off

I never knew perfection ‘tilI heard you speak,

and now it kills me

Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do

And sleeping’s impossible too

Everything’s reminding me of you

What can I do?

remember how i spoke about my year 2005 is one of the bad years? sigh. if there is one album to describe my life back then, it would be Songs about Jane. since then, i just anticipate the next album by Maroon5. and golly! i wonder if Adam can read my mind. the "It Won't Be Soon Before Long" album is beginning to describe now. i'm probably just a sappy person. really. these songs just gets to u. it's when u hear songs that just gets u in tears, even when u're driving. not to mention Kelly's Never again. now that is a sad, angry song. sheesh.

school started yesterday. back to test and projects. suprisingly, this term is working fine for me due to the fact tt modules are basically repeats of wat i learnt in SIM. project-wise, i'm looking up for Jeff who taught me the basics. i hope his email is still valid. oh, new project members. hmmm.. it's either we make or break. everyone is practically new to everyone. but hey, i think we all need this type of thing some time in our life.

had lunch with Bestie as i was in town earlier. it was short, but it was refreshing. i made the effort cos probably i felt guilty for saturday's kenduri which i unintentionally blew at him. but we're fine. it's nice to catch up.

great, i'm fat. really fat. i'm one size up now with Dorothy and finding formal wear is frustrating. for god sake, bring in more sizes, can? i'm falling into the "plus-sizes" soon. argh.

Teddy's in thailand with my brother. i hope things are fine with them. i miss him already. but i guess we shld start practising since his job is gonna be in and out of station.

i had and hate pay-day. gotta pay my investments, new books and new clothes. ok. i'm exaggerating. but hey, when u're like the lowest paid employee of the moment, u feel like me. i cant wait til increment starts in july. arghhhh.... someone pity me pls.

hahah... okok. i gotta start research. hmm.. feels like the times i was in SIM. love doing projects tt makes me read and read and read. hahah... i'm such a geek,u know. but i can never be smart enough.

yeehoo!!!!!! (for now only)

yea! all major commitments for school done-doh! but then again, got to start on the proposal for the next project. arghh.. just when i wanna breathe.

oh. i like blake lewis. americans, if u've came upon my blog while hopping, do vote for blake for me. i can't vote. i'm underage. haha...

oh. i love adam levine new songs! i can tell u tt i kept playing Makes me Wonder over and over again, for over an hour while i drive. haha. i so love Maroon5. i just hope the new album will be smash one. yes, i'm into sengau-sounding singers.

oh. i heard Summerslam is gonna be here in July. guess who's excited? no, not my dad. no way i wanna ask him along to go. yes, Teddy!!!haha... gonna be exciting to see me go. i'm not a fan of wrestling, but i dun mind seeing some bloody gore once in a while.

oh. my condolences to all Man United fans. i'm a newly acclaimed fan since the season started. still i am supporting them. but i just had to rub it into my bestie's ear! hahaha sorry dude. i just missing teasing u. haha.

oh. guess wat i saw on Yahoo!Music? "Fiddy's back" lah! haha. anyway, who's the black guy? haha.. kidding!!!

ni-er, sampoerna and claims management

it's been almost 14mths since i last studied for an exam. ah.. so much for thinkng i'm free from exams. but of cos, in my life, everyday is a test. one more paper, then i can do the few things i need to do.

1.run
2.run more.
3.dvd marathon on my couch
4.clean my room
5.straighten out my organiser
6.take mum to national eye centre
7.spend quality time with my Teddy.

today's headlines was tt, one of my seniors from JI was caught in an accident and died. i didnt know him, but when u studied at JI, u tend to know all the malays in tt community. it's a culture in JI. but was quizzes me is that, when a person die, everyone is notified through all the means of news. i received mine through sms. i received of pinky through a phonecall. but when they were alive, the closeness would fade over time. meaning, death brings ppl together. but life brings ppl apart. i'm not specifying of anyone who passed. but just generally. it's like, here i am, alive, but i seemed to lost most of my frens. do i have to wait for my funeral to see them?

this brings me to my point. cherish everyone u have in your life. whether if it's a hi-bye sms or an email, keep connected. i'm trying my best to do this too. i'm glad i still have my closest gfs ard to sms or call. (thanks, fizz.) i have my parents siblings too. and i'm contented. i never asked for more. and i have Teddy. and he means a lot to me. sigh.... if there's a word call blissfully, then tt's me.

ok. back to my e-learning. thanks lah, Danny.

the pariah cat

i love sundays. really. but not the few past ones cos i had to wake up early. but today, i woke up pretty late. haha.flu still there. the cat is the usual suspect. but i cant say much cos i love to snuggle up in her tummy sometimes.

anyway, wanna get new sandals. for interested parties to mass order with me, maybe let me know soon. http://www.baumhouse.com/ having certain sale and i'm so interested in one of them. so mass order can get us the limited editions and saves the shipping order fee. some of us from work is planning to get to. so let's together-gether order,shall we?

oh..... i so need my pay soon. argh.

nothin special

nothin special about this blog. really. it's just my daily rants on everything under the sun in my life. but then, to some, it's perceive to be a place where my daily rants are roots to a bad side of me. weird. before the guys from blogger.com became wat they are now, maybe of us pioneers became the ones who help to evolve to wat it is. blogging became a revolution. but weird, cos it's apparently only now tt ppl are being too obese, i mean obsess, with my daily rants.

there is no way i will shut down my blog just because of these pests. i like the way things are in my life. random updates keeps me in touch with my hobby being a bloggist. i dun wanna be like those i know who would just shut down their blogs for plain reasons. i keep my blog cos of many reasons. and one of them is tt, it keeps me virtually sane.

maybe until i reach my maximum cap for entries, then i'll consider to shut it down. but til then, if u wanna keep harrassing my life, be my guest. but in reality, u are just a normal homo sapien hiding in the body of a pest that bugs ppl. oh, and an obese one too.

si Koreng Dan si Kontot

the topic title is my cat's name and her really black boyfren. no, i'm not racist against black cats. they look cute when they wear white stockins with a tuxedo. but this black cat tt i dun like is trying to lure my cat to sleep with him. argh...

sigh.. finally the joy of sleeping a little more longer is here. me having 3 weeks of studybreak,exams and term break. yeeehooooo.... but of cos, have to study lah! wat have i been up too? sleep!! and getting fat.

Anyway, here are SOME picts.all candid. the good ones, u just come over my house andview the album k? hahaha i thnk there's over 300 over good ones. hahah. yeehooooo!!!!

Me and the little ones in the family.

Me and the Boys at EsplanadeMe and Rafique under the sun